Cozying up With My First Electronic Book

Bookshelves in my house attest to that fact I’m an inveterate reader and book collector. I love books. A carefully designed cover and typeface add to the pleasure of visiting new worlds of ideas.

Words have traveled from stories recited around the fire pit to the shelves of libraries and giant booksellers, brick and otherwise. But while I am I technology worker, I’ve been reluctant to adopt the e-book and to take up the screen. It seemed like a question of loyalty. How could I forsake a friend for the sake of novelty?

Two words: space and money.

The limitations of my physical living space first helped me to rediscover the public library. I could borrow books and return them without a need to covet their pages on my personal shelves. Then there was the question of money. Books like everything else have become enormously expensive. Those two factors pushed me toward accepting in this case, the iPad, an aesthetic device that made me feel better about being a traitor to the printed word. But I forgave myself. Didn’t Gutenberg turn everything upside down with the invention of printing press, making knowledge accessible to people who never had the chance?

I got over my initial hurtle, which has opened a new relation to the book. The word has been liberated from its covers in the way that songs were released from their place inside albums and CDs.

My first e-book read was “Distrust That Particular Flavor,” a nonfiction collection by science fiction writer, William Gibson.

While I’ve been aware of Gibson, my sci-fi reading has mostly been limited to authors like Harlan Ellison, Robert Heinlein, and Ursula Le Guin. Anyhow, Gibson’s book struck me as a good place to begin the experiment. I downloaded a copy. Here are my initial responses.

Whoa! This is a different place. The change is absorbing me more right now than the book.

I don’t have any sense how “far” I am into Gibson since the book itself is a flat screen and I can’t physically hold any number of pages in my hand. What I hold is my iPad, a device that doubles and triples as a browser, a game center, camera, and so many other things that is only limited by the number of “apps” I have downloaded from the Internet.

What I hold is not a book, although I could be resting on my bed propped up by pillows. But the device itself is not a singular one. Although referenced by one brand name, an electronic reader can be a pliable platform, capable of being transformed as soon as I finish reading. In fact, I can listen to music on the same device while I read. And the difference in the physical experience doesn’t stop there.

I’m not physically aware of the place I am relative to the entire manuscript. Without a physical book, I can’t see where I place my bookmark. Of course I know when I begin the first page, but as I continue, the only marker I have is the page number displayed at the bottom of the screen. The iPad conveniently inserts its own electronic bookmark, automatically opening to the page where I left off. The electronic book eliminates the obvious beginning, middle and end or “linear” quality of books.

No longer recognizably moving along a trajectory from point A to point B until I put the book down with hopefully a satisfied exhalation, I am just always “reading.” What I am left with are individual words that have been freed from their book covers, naked as they were, to travel the Internet

I’m not sure if this is a good or bad thing. But it’s different. Maybe reading Gibson is helping me to think this way.

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Charon Speaks to Psyche

I lived along the edge of wet stairs,
watched stone lose out
to the incursion of lapping insistence,
a place where I gathered myself, a sensation
of cold and sometimes not so cold, even warm
as sun bullied its way through iron railings.

Which way? I heard myself ask,
no longer a barnacle stationed for eternity
at some breathing crack.

I grew up as the Gatekeeper,
the one who ferries shadows across the chasm,
back and forth I saw half people
dredge fear from a bucket of cold blood,

free-falling into an avalanche of some disaster,
waiting for a rescue party that never shows up
with help and a stretcher.

Never have I spoken until you entered my craft,
consumed by a hope that toys with us all
and makes fools famous.

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Two Places

Louisiana, home of a thousand Family Dollar stores
and cotton farms planted with corn for ethanol
I think of you as I return to Oakland,

report for jury duty with hundreds
of others wating to be screened for weapons,
swiping smart phones as if they could save us.

Louisiana, camouflaged in brown leaves
on a breast pocket of lottery tickets and cigarettes.
Another weekend I drive to my house,

pass a coral reef that covers the hills of San Francisco,
in window panes of white waves,
I’m lost in a place between two places

where fresh produce arrives from WalMart
and everyone can be a po’boy at the gas station.
Louisiana,  my hand shimmers in your bayou,

in the Ouachita River, where grandmothers
buried each other in mounds
along barges of earth.

A bay and a cypress and the word hosanna.
We open doors in two places.
Our hearts meet in one place.

 

 

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Upcoming Readings in 2012

Wednesday, February 8, 7 to 9pm POSTPONED
Holy Names College, 3500 Mountain Boulevard
Oakland (more details to follow)

Monday, February 13, 7 to 9pm
Priya Restaurant, 2072 San Pablo Avenue
Berkeley (near University)
Open mike follows

Saturday, March 31, 4 to 6pm
Rebound Bookstore, 1611 Fourth Street
San Rafael
Open mike follows

Friday, April 13, 7 to 9pm
Nefeli Cafe, 1854 Euclid
Berkeley (between Hearst & Ridge Road)
Open mike follows

Saturday, May 12, 7 to 9pm
Laurel Bookstore, 4100 MacArthur Blvd.
Oakland (above High Street across from Lucky’s)
(Reading for Turning a Train of Thought Upside Down with Manja Argue, Carol Dorf, Grace Grafton, and Judith Offer)

Faces from Occupy Oakland

 

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